Zero Or One

What if the thing they told you was dangerous is the only thing that could save your life? The night before his son's second birthday, Shaun was ready to end it all. Antidepressants hadn't worked. Grief from his mother's death was crushing him. He had nothing left to lose. So he tried the one thing they said would destroy him-and it saved his life instead. Zero or One is the raw, unfiltered story of what happened next: the questions that surfaced, the systems that suddenly looked like cages, and the uncomfortable possibility that everything we've been taught to dismiss might be exactly what we need to survive. This book explores: Why substances that heal are criminalised while substances that kill are advertised How religion became a tool for control rather than connection The historical pattern of eliminating anyone who sees too clearly What ego death actually feels like-and what it makes possible The case that humanity is being tested, and we're running out of time Not a self-help book. Not a lecture. Just one man's honest journey from rock bottom to asking the questions no one wants to answer. Written for the curious. The skeptics. The ones who've always felt like outsiders. If you've ever looked around and thought this doesn't add up-this book is for you.