Unconditional

Martha was not born just to sit down and see her life passing in front of her eyes as watching a movie. She had to play a role in her life where she was the main character, but she had to decide what kind of movie she wanted to be living and for that, she goes through a journey of changing her own mind, concepts, heart, self and ways of life. She lives in the South of Spain during the sixties and seventies. Her family life is like that of many thousands of children in the world, being mistreated and abused. She meets a friend with whom she has dialogues and gives her advices, driving her slowly to change her perception and concepts of God. Because Martha is catholic, he makes biblical references to help her understand what he means, even though he does not preach Catholicism. He always insists that whatever psychic power might show up in ourselves is not something that belongs to only one person but to everybody, because it is a part of our nature. The only difference is how much we believe in them and our self-confidence.She didn´t let other people to put her down and had a constant fight to be accepted, and when she was losing the fight she tried to get out of the way by ending her life, but her friend always would show up on time to stop her. However, adversity is part of life and she will have to deal with it if she wants to develop skills that will be needed to continue her journey.An internal as well as an external journey. Because after every experience she has deep thoughts about life, and also it seems like her destiny is not to have a base where to live and like a gipsy, she travels to different places and countries from where she can enrich her being. The fact of being sexually abused as a child, made her stronger to defend herself and without fears, becoming a strong willed person. When life does not go in the way we want, we should not blame our past and get stuck, but to look for a different path that suits better our aims in life. With her friend Matthew, she has reflections over education and children, but also about God, intuition and past live. For her, to reflect about life is for her something as normal as eating. After going against her mother´s will, finally left her home to fulfil one of her main wishes in life, that of helping others. She worked as a volunteer in a catholic mission in Mexico but didn´t have a good relationship with the priests because their God was not her God. Her God was pure Love, their God was Fear. Few months later she went traveling in Central America and came the moment when she decided it was the time to continue with her destiny of going to India. There, she worked also as a volunteer for Mother Theresa, but when she was thinking about becoming a nun, Mother Theresa ordered her to get out of the Church and that was the point of no return inside Catholicism. Along all her life she had experiences which showed her about the power of the mind and of thoughts, in the positive and in the negative sense, and when someone would tell her or do something she didn´t like, she would lose control of her emotions and send him a curse, which was happening in the exact way as she spelt it. And even though she knows that it all will come to hit her back, she could not express regret. Like a coin, having two sides, with a God and a Devil. It goes through basic topics - children, friendship, relationships, education, work, money – as well as spiritual ones – faith, intuition, God, inner self, psychic phenomena, past lives – becoming a story for people who know there's more in life than doing the same things like all the others. It´s just about the essential wisdom of listening to our inner self and following our dreams.It´s about being brave, taking risks, daring to do something when people, especially parents, are always telling you not to.